The team!

Sunday night, Bob (piano one) and Charles were both at the bar I went to. Just three more people and our old team would have been there! Too bad the others weren't there. That would be too cool. It was great to see Bob--seemed a little less weird this time, but only slightly less! I've also been working for the last couple of weeks which feels great, even if it is only a pittance. Now if I could just get over the anxiety about doctor's appointments. I have to go to my doctor within the next week for prescription refill and blood test, which I'm not looking forward to. And I'm avoiding other appointments I should make. It would be nice if some of this fear would eventually go away.

A little work

I finally got work for at least today and tomorrow. Wish me luck! Part-time, from home. Starting in 25 minutes.

Health Update

My shingles are pretty much gone! The marks from the rash are still there a little (I hope they won't be scars!), and I still get itching/burning here and there, but so much better! Now if I could just start sleeping less. I've been in bed all day today. I also miss my one friend; I hope I get to see him SOMETIME!

Evil

There need to be a lot more news articles and shows about how evil the Koch brothers are. They fund people denying climate change. They are so evil; I just don't understand.

Well, I never!

I just noticed that someone who is a friendly acquaintance unfriended me on Facebook. I know Facebook is so stupid, and I don't really care, but it just makes me wonder if it was something I said. I think a lot of people are a lot mo...hmm, maybe that's not true...I was going to say maybe people are a lot more discerning about who their friends are, but I think I'm fairly discerning. But for Facebook, who gives a shit enough to change anyone's friendship status with you? Weird. I also recently sent a friend request to someone who was my best friend for 10 years, but not since the mid 90s, and it got rejected. I was not that surprised, but a little hurt. But I know that I'm kind of strange about friends. Once someone is a good friend of mine, I always consider them a good friend, even if I haven't talked to them in 20 years! Like, obviously, you're not currently a good friend in that we haven't talked, but I still consider them a friend and would continue on like nothing happened. I wish more people were like that. I don't want to think that I no longer matter to people to whom I once mattered. Weird, I know.

I'm not a filthy bastard, I swear

I just realized that like three of my recent posts have mentioned how dirty my hair was, or how much I needed to shower. That's embarrassing. I should start writing more interesting posts. and maybe wash my hair once in a while...

son of a ...!

I wish I wouldn't have showered today. I mean, I really wanted to because I needed it, but now my rash is killing me! It's just open sores now; soooo lovely! So, I can't tell if it hurts more than, or the same as when it was just blisters. I don't think I can use calamine on the sores, so that sucks. When does shingles stop hurting? That's what I want to know. And I still want Grooveshark; there's no other site that does the same thing and as well. (that I know of) and I also really miss my 'special friend.' ! I sound so stupid saying it like that, but I don't want to use real names on a public blog. dumb, I suppose, but whatever. I hope I get to see him soon and more often.