What on earth is going on with my eyebrows and expression here?! 11-26-15

A horrible picture of me, and a cute picture of Mom, from Thanksgiving, 2015

Happy Thanksgiving!

gobble gobble!!

Noah Caught a Shark in Mexico! 11-2015

I'm so sick of people

It's so embarrassing that we have one of the governors that wants to block Syrian refugees from coming to our state. What the hell is wrong with people? There is a two-plus year vetting process for refugees, and it's racist to think that there would be more of a problem than with anyone else anyway. This reminds me of all the hate talk that was being spewed after 9/11. Yes, it was a horrific tragedy, but that doesn't make it okay to be racist.

Weight

I'm too scared to weigh myself because, although I lost 14 pounds, since I last weighed myself, I've been eating pretty poorly. Sorry for all the commas in that previous sentence. But yeah, I've had like, french toast, sausage patties, pot roast, about a gazillion beers, half a gazillion glasses of wine, half of a pumpkin pie blizzard, etc etc. So I'm a little scared to weigh myself. I really want to get to 15 so that I can continue losing, not go back up to only 10 pounds, you know?? I have a lot more to lose. But it is nice that I can no longer wear my old jeans in public because they fall down. The ones that were really tight fit comfortably, and my corduroys I can just pull up and down without unzipping and unbuttoning. YAY! Maybe in a couple of days I'll weigh myself. We'll see how I eat in the next couple of days. I should really get back to eating salad and salmon; that was really helping. I'll be drinking tonight though. Last night I had three beers, but they were all 10 oz (smaller than normal). One was made with cucumber! and one was a sour beer with some fruit, I don't remember. It tasted like lemon juice. I forgot what the third one was. That was at Emporium.

Work

Hi Blog! Today went better at work; I think I only had to redo one or two patient notes. I know most people's names now too. Luckily, there was a smaller group today, so it was a little easier to navigate: I hope it stays that way! I'm feeling a little sheepish though because I told them I can't work at a different location Friday, or at that location on Monday.

I Wish

I wish I could get my special friend's input about the job; I'd just love to know what he thought about it all and what I should do. I hope he's doing well too.

oh yeah

I had two nice dreams last night: One was about my friend whom I miss so much because I haven't seen him in a long time! And the other dream was about a bunch of dogs! Funny! nice dreams to wake up to.

Update

Good news: Since I gained weight over a year ago, I have now lost 15 pounds. YAY me!! Less good news: I'm seriously considering quitting the job I took. I get paid $30 a day twice a week, and the commute is far, and it's a lot of stress dealing with the doctors and the patients. I don't mind the actual work, but if I continue, I will change locations, and I will have to gather patients for group. That means going to their bedrooms, and I just don't know if I feel comfortable with that. I wish people could respond; I would like people's thoughts.