oops

I just read my posts, and...I've been talking about this shit all week!  Time to move on and just act.  Fuck.

Okay, I"m giving up til Monday

This is pathetic; I've been totally obsessive or compulsive (not sure which; maybe both) about the damn plumber.  Time to let it go.  I need to figure out when I'm going to eat, cash checks, go out by myself, and so on (well, really, that's it).

ARGH!

and the plumber isn't responding to my multiple messages!  I know I"m being annoying, but on the third and final message, I wrote, "Please advise"...isn't that universal 'call me the fuck back now' language??!  I'm pretty sure it's late enough I'm not going to hear back from him until Monday even though the water is running non-stop.  I'd hate to leave on the off chance that he could still come though.   But I think I'm being unrealistic.  BLURG!!

Flake!!

The plumber has not shown up; I have stayed home all day.  Originally, he said he was only available Friday, so I wrote back, okay, Friday.  Then he left me a voicemail Wednesday saying that he was outside, but I wasn't here.  So then I wrote back again saying  Friday.  I never heard anything, and he still hasn't shown up.  Not to mention that last time he was here he screwed up the hot water faucet so that it turns the opposite way to turn on/off.  Irritating!!!

I am feeling a little unsure about whether or not to go to a certain place tonight.  I kind of want to because I've been in all day, but....I'm feeling a little unsure.  I'll probably go.  I need to deposit a couple checks anyway.

Oh well.

We won tonight, and my iPod is working again.  Soon, I will eat ice cream.  Wow, so boring.  Why am I writing this?  I must be lonely.  I wish I had a cat.  I wonder what time the plumber is coming tomorrow, or if he'll flake out.  I have to decide whether or not to go out tomorrow night.  I was all enthused about going out tonight; I'm not sure if I will be tomorrow.  We'll see.

Mom!

I love my mom's reactions sometimes.  I saw her today and asked at one point if my braid was okay.  She said something like, 'oh, if it wasn't, I'd stick my tongue out!'   haha who says stuff like that?  HER!

playing at home tonight

I hope someone I like a lot happens to show up.