in changing purses (finally), I came across ramblings on a little piece of paper. I remember writing it at a bar when I was feeling awkward. I know it was within the last year, and I know that it's been more than a few months. I think I should put any of my ramblings that I Find here so I can throw the pieces of paper away.
"I feel so nervous -- I think this is when I start feeling like I'm fake, on camera, judged, etc. So, it's an anxiety thing. When I'm relaxed, maybe I DON'T actually have these issues. That's actually kind of encouraging. It doesn't make me feel so fake and weird. I wonder if I make others as uncomfortable as I feel."
(so..the answer is somewhat 'yes'.)
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