No Job

As soon as I don't have structure in my days I start obsessing and feeling bad. I take things too personally and worry. Yesterday I wrote messages to three different people and got no responses. Why? At least I called Jenny and she's not too upset anymore. Even though I think my punishment was a 1.5 hour-long conversation...pretty much her talking at me about her day(s). That's fine: People need to do that sometimes.