It hurts my feelings when someone chooses to do something that does not involve me instead of seeing me. Is that unreasonable? understandable? forgivable? I fear abandonment, and if something gets taken away from me (yes, that's kind of how I see it), I feel like that's the end...it's all over....I'll never become close or maybe even see that person. If I see someone one or two places, and that's it, then if you take one or both of those things away, will the person still find a way to see me? I am always scared that those people aren't even thinking about me, or don't care about never seeing me again.
I think I'm going to go to bed soon so that I can concentrate and think.
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