insomnia and deep thoughts

I was looking at old school papers from first or second grade before bed and then couldn't sleep. I started having all these thoughts about divorce, cleaning, weight, school, job, all these possibly connecting thoughts. I wrote it out in an email to myself so I wouldn't forget. HOpefully, these thoughts/connections will help me in getting my life together. I feel like there is a block keeping me from being where I want to be, and maybe that's part of the block.