son of a ...!

I wish I wouldn't have showered today. I mean, I really wanted to because I needed it, but now my rash is killing me! It's just open sores now; soooo lovely! So, I can't tell if it hurts more than, or the same as when it was just blisters. I don't think I can use calamine on the sores, so that sucks. When does shingles stop hurting? That's what I want to know. And I still want Grooveshark; there's no other site that does the same thing and as well. (that I know of) and I also really miss my 'special friend.' ! I sound so stupid saying it like that, but I don't want to use real names on a public blog. dumb, I suppose, but whatever. I hope I get to see him soon and more often.