Stuff to think about

I won't think too much, but I need to work on not saying 'I feel stupid' and similar because that seems insecure and...unattractive, I suppose. But I need to realize that just because acting that way is not the most attractive, that doesn't mean that people who realize I do this dislike me. It's not a rejection, I don't think. They are just letting me know maybe that I am better than that, or maybe, that they deserve better out of people they know. I'm not sure. But whatever, I shouldn't frame things in that negative and self-deprecating light. Say how I feel and trust that that won't make people reject me, and if it does, they're dicks.