I want to write about my feelings!

Alas, I can't talk about my feelings here because...well, just because. They're personal, and I have been trying to keep some stuff to myself, and this is still public: not that I think anyone really reads this, but anyone could. Sufficed to say (I don't know how you say that...) that I have a lot of things going on in my mind today. I should probably get busy to keep myself from daydreaming so much. I wonder how other people feel. Do they feel like me? Are people willing to sacrifice some things they want, or if they don't possibly get everything they want, is it a deal breaker? Tomorrow is my 40th birthday, which doesn't even sound right to me. I don't feel t hat old; although, I guess it's not that old anymore, but it sounds like it. I'm spending it with mom, and I think some time with Jenny too. That will be really nice. Then I see my Dad Saturday morning. I'm not sure when I'll celebrate with Eric, but probably soon.