12-10 or 12-11 1997
Noteworthy: In response to 'What's your occupation?' "My occupation is to learn to walk through all of them in a state of transcendentalism, to live only in the essence, and within the frame of none."
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I am lightly crying now from reading Anais Nin. Not because of her, but because I want something so badly that it incites tears, but I don't know what that something that I want IS! I get choked up by others' sentiment. I think I really need to at least TRY to get into some form of art as a major part of my life. I need to delve in; take the plunge, whatever. I have so much passion that I have this core instinct (beyond that) that I NEED to do something major with my passion -- whether it's writing, drawing, painting, playing piano, or all of the above -- I think I need to start throwing myself into it because I strongly believe that with enough effort, I could produce something very successful; maybe even make some sort of a living at it, or get some sort of recognition. K, done for now. :)
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