giddy like a schoolgirl

I wish it was easier to get to the point of having really great conversations. It's really hard to get into one of those sometimes with people, and it seems kind of random. If I could plan those conversations, I'd plan them for every time I see him! But maybe they're really wearing; I know he likes to think things through after the fact (right?) Does he enjoy conversations like I do, or is it just small talk, or inane, or bullshit, or boring, or whatever else? Maybe it feels close, but not necessarily pleasant? I wonder. Anyway, I'm always up for a meaningful conversation: always! I don't know how good I seem at sharing things about myself: do I seem narcissistic and like I only talk about myself, or do I seem to not open up at all? I'm not sure. If I'm not sharing, and you want to know about me, just ask questions. Ask away. I love sharing stuff, and I think there is nothing that I will not share when asked.