urgh

Whether or not we want to believe it, our actions deeply affect others. I wish people cared more about others. I wish people opened up and shared more. I wish people were rational and dealt with things in a healthy manner. I wish my expectations weren't seen as being too high. I wish I could care less and try less to control things to make them how I want them to be. But isn't that what we're supposed to do...make our lives how we want them to be? I guess the thing I'm doing wrong is finding people I love and then trying to make them change the things I feel are unhealthy or bad or not whatever because I love them (not stop being themselves, but improve upon themselves like I'm trying to do with myself)...I guess other people stop loving people when they don't act how they want them to act. Yes? No?