I'll get my shit together

Today I start therapy again. It can't hurt. My emotions have been all over the place lately, and my reactions have been less than ideal, and I just need help getting through this hard time. I don't think that makes me weak; I think that makes me strong. I feel absolutely horrible that I may have overstepped boundaries with a couple things I said to my friend last night; maybe I was speaking partially from my own issues; I'm really sorry. I don't think it's normal to be crying as much as I have been lately. Maybe his decision is a good, healthy one for him. Hopefully, it's just for the summer. I'm sure I"ll still get to see him, but I guess it just scared me so much because I have an issue with people going away anyway. I hope this works out well for him.