GGGGRRRRRRRR

I wish Jenny and Scott would just go see Dark Shadows without me. I feel criticized and am getting more and more irritable.
Update:
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Well, we all went different directions, so that works too.

It was fun to see Jenny today, and tomorrow morning I go see Mom again. I may have to tell her NO MACY'S: you're still recovering from surgery! Then depending when I'm done, Jen and I may try again to see Dark Shadows tomorrow as a matinee.

Now that I'm done with school, aside from Thursday, I can put all my energy on the job search; there are jobs out there, and that's good news. I'm not going to be picky at all; I can always look for something better later. Thursday I have to go to Mom's new place to supervise furniture arriving, so that she doesn't have to deal with it and freak out with stress.

Meanwhile, I'm feeling much more sane and like myself now that things have calmed down a bit. I'm going to work on doing rather than writing, and working on myself, and not sending messages when I am emotional, and try not to obsess about stuff. Remember how Dad said about 15 years ago, it's like you don't have a care in the world...I like that side of me..to an extent. Speaking of which, I need to call him and find a time to get together this week!