Oh yeah

I forgot. I had an insecurity/rejection dream last night that's making me feel weird today. In the dream, a person I like came in with a bright red face and I was excited, but then he started saying (I don't remember the words) that basically he's through; he's sick of me; I'm always around. And even though it was a bar with no food, he was eating a huge fried egg. Stupid. I just had that awful feeling of doom when you know someone is rejecting you, and you're just waiting for them to say what they have to say. I hate that! (Please don't feel that way about me) So even though it was a stupid dream, now I'm like, Oh, maybe I should NOT go over and maybe see him. I was thinking about going Thursday, but I'm not sure. Saturday? Today? I can't tomorrow because there is one more night of pool@Driftwood. I still need to make that doctor's appointment. Maybe tomorrow...this is why I keep a copy of "Stop Procrastinating" (approximate title) on my bookshelf...because it's funny to me that I haven't read it yet. I will never read so that I can always keep it and say that. hee hee.