Good Decision

It was smart of me to go out even though it was just for a little while. Now I keep smiling, and I'm just generally happy. So, it was well worth the trip. As it turns out, I don't have to go to pool tonight, so I can get some work done with my renewed energy. But I don't like when girls smell like jelly beans. Do they somehow think it's sexy to smell like an Easter basket? It's not. Yuck. Or at least that's my opinion. Tomorrow is my three-hour long follow-up appointment to have my boobs checked out. Wish me luck; I'm going to be nervous. Regarding interactions that make me so very happy: I just wish I was cool like a cucumber instead of having such nervous energy like a leaf in the wind or something. When I get excited, or when I'm nervous, I just become such a buffoon. I know it must be super noticeable to others. he's capable of making me really happy.