...still.
I think they're almost done.
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PEOPLE...
To my amazement, I'm just now realizing that I haven't thought much about how I really feel about people, in general. I'm kind of surprised at the realization that I am skeptical of most people. There are VERY few people that I feel confident about my love for them. Like usually, I don't think honestly and openly about how I really feel about people. But when I do, I see that most people, friends included, I like, I enjoy, I love in some ways, but I don't TRULY love. There are either things in them that I find ugly, or I don't trust their friendship. And it's not insecurity, I don't think, it's intuition; knowing there's not much in common between us. I need to find more people I truly love. When I say love I mean people who I find beautiful...."
"I want extreme closeness with everyone; I would love to have it (I think) even with people I hate. I want complete honesty, ok, that's enough for now. Love, Me.
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